Waiii Bday Bday Bday~~~ 1/4 of Century!

YAY!! 1/4 of the century at last!! Thank you hubby for giving me such a cuuute cards ^^ Love u and yes i will smile ^^ (*grinning widely*)

To My Husband..

Dear hubby…

theres something i haven’t tell you…

but i decided to be honest for everything.

the time when i got the ‘answer’ which keep on coming to me whenever i pray, i made a decision..

if that what God showed me, is the best for me…

then i will take what he said it is for me..

I promised my self, if in this year the person that was in the answer coming back into my life and asking for a chance again then i will say yes.. I promised my self also that if in this year the person does not come, then I will be your legal wife for my entire life.

That was the decision i took for i am afraid of questioning God of why the answer is not you…

A Song From My Hubby <3

I love you so much … Thank you for loving and caring for me ^^

I’ll Be Loving You (Forever)

Yeah
I’m not that kind of guy who can take a broken heart
So don’t ever leave
I don’t want to see us part
The very thought of losing you means
That everything
Would go down under

[Chorus: ]

I’ll be loving you forever
Just as long as you want me to be
I’ll be loving you forever
All this love’s for you and me, yeah
(I’ll be loving you)
I’ll be
(I’ll be loving you)
Loving you
(The things you do)
Yeah, it’s forever
(I’ll be loving you)
I’ll be
(I’ll be loving you)
Loving you, yeah

I count the blessings that keep our love new
There’s one for me
And a million for you
There’s just so much that I want to say
But when I look at you
All my thoughts get in the way

[Chorus ]

We’ve learned to fall to every turn by now
This love will last forever
I can see it all now

(I’ll be loving you)
I’ll be
(I’ll be loving you)
Loving you
(The things you do)
Yeah, it’s forever
(I’ll be loving you)
I’ll be
(I’ll be loving you)
Loving only you, girl
Oh girl
I’ll be loving only you
(I’ll be loving you)
(I’ll be loving you)
Be loving you girl

How To Make Someone You Love Hate You?

Hmm…I tried to do this because I dont want him to get hurt more than i have hurt him now…But i never succeed in doing so. It shattered my heart whenever i try to make him hating me, knowing that i cant bear having him loathing and hating me, even though i know it is for the best. I dont want him to go, while in my mind i know one of us should leave.  Any idea how to make this happen?

Lazy is my ultimate weakness!!

damn…lazyness is really my weakness >,< i sud change that! starting from nOW! woohoooo!!

Cultural and Nation demolishing by the name of “Religion”

Recently someone told me an interesting opinion. He said that a lot of marvelous culture has been erased by act done in the name of certain Religion. I ask him why did he said that. His answer stunned me. He said that one of the governor in a region of the country far far away banning the traditional dance because he said it was showing the female’s body and thus can lead to inappropriate act (considering as leading to somewhat sexual thingys). As one of the few people that loves traditional art and also as a former traditional dancer too, i found that these behaviour has been increase a lot these days.

Is it only me or all the people around me getting crazier?

Obento~

Obento literally means lunch box in Japanese. I ve always admired how they can make cute lunch boxes in Japan and my goal is making one which is gooooood looking n gooooooood taste. N here my bento for yesterday , consist of : curry fried rice, sausages, fried milk fish n boiled carrot n broccoli.  I dunno wat to make with the rice but plain rice will be boring, so i stir fried onions n garlic w butter, pour the rice on and put some curry powder (thanks to my mum who accidentally bought this curry powder in Tokyo). Turn out to be really gooood… Im not posting my bento today cuz i accidentally make the burger too hard >,<

Well…Anyone have idea for my bento next week? I will really appreciate it

Woots ~~ Poschka <3 Afei (thx s.o.s)

Woohooo~~~ Thanks to GM Mur from S.O.S for helping us for having this wedding ^^

For everyone that have come to our wed, we are really grateful, if we can make it to this step iRL, u guys gotta show up too ^^

Owned but Not Owned

How do you feel when you know you own something but is not allowed to say that it belongs to you, nor that you can claim that it is yours, for it was you who decided to throw it away ? Frustating… depressing…n pathetic..

Wont it be easier for you to just throw it away as far as you can and not turning back looking for it?

Cant Stop Loving U

“Cant Stop Loving You” simple…indeed but so true…I cant stop loving you and I dont think I will stop.

Dedicated to my hubby.. Love you so much ^^